And I am so furious today
The sun is stinging my eyes
The clouds have stolen my tears
My heart now lies in tiny shreds, distorted
Beyond recognition, by a lifetime of lies

And I am ridiculously depressed
But then again, that’s just to kill some time
That is lying heavy on my addled mind
I can’t remember when it happened last
I don’t recall when I was last fine

And I listlessly watch the world go by
In miserable shades of lifeless grays
Like oft repeated scenes in monochrome
And if there’s really nothing new ahead
I’d rather relive a few forgotten yesterdays

When Mommy spun tales each night
Of angels and demons, of hate and love,
And I would lie awake at times
In morbid fascination and silent curiosity
Counting the few million stars above

I have been waiting ever since
For angels to deliver me from hate’s reign
And then I will try to patch together
All the missing pieces of my heart
And I just may become human again