From the start
Lost so far
Elusive dark
Conceals where you are

Never mattered
This unknown path
Where feelings scattered
Into oblivion's wrath

Consign to surrender
Blackness calls

Close these eyes
With hope to find
Glimpse of lives
Left far behind

A bit of sorrow
Some of sad
Alone tomorrows
Missing what we had

So long for now
And always remember

Deep within its darkness

Hidden from plain view

Grave the chaotic starkness

Turmoil does ensue

Epic are the struggles

Fringing on death's promise

Indispensible indicative of dreams
Elusive evasive slippery can be
Ever evolving changing to grow
One step ahead reasoning so
Demanding obsessive the bleeding for

Broken shattered
Forced to recognize
All which mattered
Surely dies
Aspiration hopes dreams
Left scattered forgotten
Irretraceable lost it seems
Of long forsaken indemnities

Within the silence
Cold darkness pervades
Traces of my sense
Had once masquerade
Forgotten misnomers
Convictions beliefs
Lay muted in corners
Once pondered collectively

What was done
That came before
Forever gone
To feel no more

What transpires
Bleeds profuse
Until entire
Expires use

End of all end
No more to feel
End of all then

Subsiding in shadows
Time has forgot
What darkness allows
Fades for not
Oblivious to laughter
Deafened by cries
Prelude then after
Each silently dies
No more the echo
No longer to weep

Condemnation

Truth resigns

Daunting ideations

Unspoken lies

Secular reasons

Behold divine

Staunch cohesion

Terminally blind

Trepidation

Remorse sovereign

Consternation

Timeless forever
Young as can be
Age can never
Steal away love's dream

Everlasting
Together as one
Living with loving
Forever shall be done

Joys and the tears
Struggle of time

Alluring the echos

Elusive to hear

Grasping at shadows

Not even there

Bewildered confusion

Is all but a dream

Tectonic illusion

Reality impedes

Always and never

Chocolate decadence
Layered extravagance
Éclairs filled cream
Doughnuts Bavarian

A dozen little pleasures
Sweetened bliss measures
Consuming self control
Pastry fruit filled rolls

When dark falls

All is still

Deathly pause

Overtakes ones' will

Blinds the soul

Drowns the heart

Nothing consoles

Comes fall of dark

For the moment

However brief

Spans a lifetime

As the memory

And the instance

Changes quick

Circumstances

Elusive trick

Late to realize

To react

Fatal surprise

Within the silence

All is still

Upon reliance

Feelings reveal

Hidden desires

Hopes and dreams

May inspire

Thoughts unseen

Weaving implying

Subtle hints

No denying