A Lonely Sestina
I hate to be alone,
But I always feel like I am,
I try to fight this feeling,
But I can never quite fend it off,
It’s sad,
But I just want to feel like I belong.
I guess everyone wants to belong,
No one enjoys feeling alone,
No one wants to be sad,
But for some reason I always am,
I’m trying to fight it off,
I can’t describe how much I hate this feeling.
Because all I want is some other feeling,
I want to belong,
To turn this never-ending sadness off,
I don’t want to feel like I am alone,
I want to be happy with who I am,
Stay with me so I won’t feel so sad.
I know you can help me stop being so sad,
You understand how I am feeling,
You know how I am,
With you is where I belong,
So I won’t feel alone,
But you only blow me off.
Every glance you brush off,
Makes me more sad,
I guess I’m supposed to be alone,
I’m losing feeling,
I don’t belong,
This is who I am.
This is all I am,
Someone to be written off,
Without a single morsel to belong,
Destined to be sad,
And I have a feeling,
I truly I am alone.
I’m alone, and it’s all I am,
I’ve lost all feeling, and the desire to fight it off,
I’ll be more than just sad; I’ll never really belong.
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