Final Good Bye

The time for the Final Good Bye is almost here.
For months ive been living in a nightmare,
Ive been trying to to be strong so when the
day finally comes, i could be the the strong one here.

But today.. as i stand beside your grave
I cant pretend that im strong anymore, because
the truth hits me harder than ever

You are gone now
Gone to a place i cant ever bring you back

Hot tears run down my cheeks
theres someone saying something to me
but i cant seem to understand a single word

as i stand there
i realize
that on your last minutes of life
i wasnt there beside you and
i never really got the chance to say..
that terrible Final Good Bye

Before i break down i quickly walk out of the cementery
but as i make my way out
the only thing
i can think of and what i just realize is that
"This IS the Final Good Bye".