My Realization
To the bitch,
to the whore,
to the girl I adore....
to the clean,
to the loved,
to the misunderstood...
Hey you! My sweet,
Mary to my Bo Peep.
Yes you! I write,
from my eyes... my sight!
As my kite flys
HIGH!
Like the love I feel for you...
Believe it,
believe the true,
the true I cannot undo,
because I've seen you!
Seen you cut my line down,
seen you laugh,
as my life unwound...
SO TO YOU!
How is it that I feel?
Please, tell me...
my voice is shrill!
From screaming frustrations
that you will.
And I want,
I want the things I can't,
I can't demand the facts,
can't demand my whats deserved!
And yet,
it keeps me coming back.
That part is what attracts
my whole obsession....
So keep,
keep mocking how I weep,
keep mocking how I sleep,
dreaming you my sweet, sweet obsession...
Speak,
speak what I cannot hear,
speak what will bring a tear,
because,
IT IS NOT SAID!
And that silent factor,
the silent factor that tears me,
tears me apart from every fiber,
But to you,
I can't stop coming back,
You, the only seamstress I know
the only girl I can show,
that hot, chilling feeling....
And your laugh,
the laugh coming from your lips-
that you smack.
Smack so that I may see you flaunting,
smack in ways so taunting,
in ways worthy of a sweet, sweet obsession...
So while....
while smirk and cackle- at me?- you will,
I'll sit and adore the girl,
Yes you, the girl I adore!
Who's face would be soft
if I could it caress upon mine.
I'm sure of that feeling!
Because yes,
while dreaming I may be,
hurt by your ignorant glee.
Sitting I could ponder,
and reveal my one true wonder,
MY DREAMS ARE TRUER THAN THOUGHTS!!!
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