Have mercy on me please,
I have fallen to my knees,
Going blind losing my sight,
Can’t go on with this fight…

Please let me free,
Free from this society,
Please let me free,

my life is filled with deadly realistic illusions,
from the devil's death temptations,
telling me that dying is the only solution,
to free myself from the pain and emotions;

I always tried to show people love,
In return, I got push and shoves,
I even ignore the day things people say,
But it's a lot harder now, till this day,
I remember my hard days in school,

Most precious things in the world are free,
Most people are just too blind to see,

The air,
The sky,
The sun,

The moon,
The stars,
The cloud,

The lighting,
The thunder,
The rain,

Two guys got into a fight,
Fists flying left and right,

Fighting in the middle of the street,
One is badly getting beat,

The loser is motionless and hurt,

Let’s get some green,
Smoke it like nicotine,
Break down the swisher,
Break down the reefer,

Let’s roll one with zigzag,
Break down another bag,
Make sure it’s rolled tight,

The beautiful lake is gleaming,
people are eating, playing, and fishing,
Connect the two piece ugly stick,
Tie on a green spinner bait,
Wheel in slow, no time to wait...

Wake up nine in the morning,
Moms on her bed moaning,

Her medication pills all scatter,

She is motionless,
You feel hopeless,

You are helpless...

Her lips are moving,

(In the past)
“Pack all your belongings by tonight,
We are leaving at midnight.”

“Say good bye to all your buddies,
Say good bye to your old memories.”

(At present)

I took a look inside,
I see myself wealthy,
My body healthy,
I live in a mansion,
My own corporation,

I took a look inside,
I see my beautiful wife,
Two babies in my life,

Are you blind?
I am right here,
Been here for years…
Can’t you help wipe my tears?

Are you blind?
You did something horrible,
Something never to be told,

My whole body is deforming,
I am a lunatic,
My mind is blind,
I am an alcoholic,
My livers are one of a kind,
I am a smoker,
My lungs are getting darker,

I am a friend of darkness,

It’s a beautiful sunny morning,
Camouflage ready for hunting,
Blue jays and crows are singing,
Chipmunks and squirrels are running,
Whitetail doe’s are drinking,

I Hate my Pain and Emotions,
I was a Fool Falling for Suductions,
I Wish I knew my Reason for Living,
And that Living Life was a Choice,
But I was Brought in this World Without a Voice,

My people lived on the mountains of Thailand and Laos,
Grew crops and raised animals for a living,
Innocent peaceful people, who once lived free,