I don't miss you
Because miss doesn't say how I feel
You were apart of me
How am I ever going to heal?
You were my mother
There is never going to be another
You're not here
In my life
That's something I know
Will never be right...
You should be here
To listen
And understand,
To give me advice
And reprimand,
To protect me
When times are bad,
To hold be close
When I am sad,
To tuck me up
In bed at night,
To say you can't wear that skirt
It's much too tight,
To tell me things
From you to me,
For me to listen
For you to see,
To laugh at me
When I say a joke,
To tell me off
For trying to smoke,
To cook my meal
Cakes and sweets,
And to give me
Little treats,
To just be there
For whenever I need you
But you're not
What can I do?
You're meant to be here
To be there for me,
Not to die
Before I'm even twenty.
The hurt I feel
The shock makes me numb
You're the only person who ever understood
My one and only mum.
I can't cry
The tears won't come
Because I can't manage life without you,
Please come back mum.
I want you to come back
I'd give my own life if it did
I want to talk to you
My one and only wish...
I keep expecting
To hear your voice,
To see your smile,
To feel your cosiness
Thinking of all those things
I remember about you
Makes my eyes go moist...
I want to be with you
That's all I want to do,
I do miss you mum
The feeling's so strong
Everything's upside down
And very wrong...
This one thing being true
The fact that I will never forget you
In my heart you will always stay
A part of me through each and every day,
I will always love you,
Mum, can you hear me?
This one's for you mum
So you can rest in peace with me.