The past...
I turn, and scream aghast.....
It's the last
time to understand
wonder and command...
A rush of fear
a flash of hate
my memories in front of me
but it's far too late...
As I remember
but I try not to
I can't help it
why can't you?
See this
look what it's done to me...
look at me
can't you see..?
Nothing can
take it back
I can't undo what's been done
as I try to fend off
the attack...
It's swarming shadows all around
catching me off guard
making me fall to the ground...
My life
in front of me
feelings
that I don't want to see...
I wish it wasn't
but it is
I don't want it to be
I think of what I'll miss...
I know it's coming
nothing can stop it
it's closing in
bit by bit....
It's here
it I can see
it swallows me up
and it's the end
of me.