joshua1834's blog

this life i lead

a path of destruction and self affliction ,
misjudgement and constant contridiction .
broken smiles and false laughter ,
rejection and failure after and after .

lost

left . standing in silence .
not a voice , nor a noise but the city's ambience .
the roar's of taxi cab's and annoyance of the blinding light .

trapped within these walls

these walls seem to cry , raw emotion flying back and forth across the
room .
clashing egos and attitudes seem to be the main reason why , and
these walls pose my impending doom .