a path of destruction and self affliction ,
misjudgement and constant contridiction .
broken smiles and false laughter ,
rejection and failure after and after .
just a follower , no where near my own being .
would make a grown man cry with all the things i keep seeing .
must always think twice of the words that i borrow ,
i can be here in a flash , then gone tomorrow .
so i live my day's as if my last ,
even if i own this broken past .