Hope He Forgets

I keep breaking down,
Tears and all,
Every day I wake,
I feel like such a fraud,

As I've said in my writing before,
I always hide my tears,
Well I think this guy saw me today,
Crying out my fears,

I hope he won't remember,
How tears streamed of my face,
He knows me as the one that laughs,
Not at all a disgrace,

My tears are the one thing,
That shows I'm stressed out,
But today was a big melt down,
And I don't know what it was about,

Time to grow up,
And start taking control,
Of my emotions and tears,
Fears and all.