Shatted love

Broken,
Shattered,
Smashed,
1000 pieces.
One trillion tears,
One million reasons,
Smelling of Fears.

My love grew so fast,
I tried to stop it
The shame that I couldn’t last,
The unknown everlasting pit,
The unwanted me stuck in the past.

To distance myself from all the pain,
With out true love I should remain,
My bleeding heart locked in a heavy chain.

Memories still play in my mind,
Sometimes the feelings aren’t so kind,
The sweetest feelings I ever felt
With the pain of being belt

If I shared my heart,
I would come unglued.
I have to be strong around love so true,
My feeling so secret,
If only you knew.

How much do I really disappoint you?
There has always been so much I should say,
I wont speak a single word,
I will never say,
Then you will never have heard.

Just like the pain your love gave,
I will take it with me to my grave.