I know I'm too far gone, way, way, WAY in too deep in over my head

I keep telling myself, "No, I'm fine. I'm ok.", but I don't believe forreal in what I just said

I gotten way too deep into a situation I can no longer control

It's a shame, a fucking shame cause I thought I was no longer that "girl"

But I'm finding out everyday I'm more and more losing a part of my World

I cried my last tear, I stayed awake on my last sleeplessnight

I'm tired of fighting battle, I kno you won't let me win, so I give up the fight

It was my fault when I gave into you, spoke wors that rang so true

First time in my life, I really meant it when i said, "I love you"

So tired of the drama, the connection w/your baby momma, the constant shutting out, tired of trying to figure out

If you really was the right one for me...

Or was I drunk on a dream and doped up fantasy?

Either way, I can't allow you, to continue w/the control I've given you

You fall off the radar, then pop up whenever you want to

I can't buy into these false fabrications, nor can I constantly be reminded of you

On paper, online, in reality, I'm tired, SO freaking tired of you dude

I no longer hope for June 2nd to come, shit, fuck it, hope it'll pass just the same

Bad enough I can't gorget your face, but I'll always be haunted by your name

Sick and tired of playing the role, I need a new script and I need a new cast

I guess in short what I'm asking, no telling you dude...

Fuck you and kiss my ass!