Since the 1st time I seen you, you were a bet

A bet to me, a bet to you, a bet that I know I could win, cuz i wast... determined

Such a deep, undenying desire, your beauty, your swagger intrigued me

Causing an internal burning...

A burning that no fire exstinguisher could put out, salt or sand could smother or water could drown

Because everytime, everytime even those split seconds at this grows & grows

Bigger & bigger everytime I think of you, a potrait of you comes across my mind

Freeze frame!!!...

So fucking/freakin sexy... exsquisite... beautiful

If IU can't have you, I'll go insane

Contemplations of thoughts of grandure, suicide causing me to remove this dull aching pain

As it flows so fluidly from the cuts/slits in my vein

Or maybe from the hole in my head as memories of you seep from my brain

You see now, understand fully, yearning for just one glance...

Crazy as it seems everyday seems like rain just to hear you voice would ease my pain

Simply put... w/o you I could never have any satisfaction

This damn fatal attraction is spurring/spinning off fatal reactions

Leaving me & my body w/no choice @ all to part take in any kind of relaxation

My blood forms a pool, a pond, better yet a lake

Almost instantly, my soul leaves me & levitates

As I knock & enter into heavens gate... on wait..

Hell...

Even then I'll stand there & wait...

Just to tell you, I love you... face to face...