I swear I’m going crazy cause I’m having withdrawal symptoms
Cold sweats, the shakes, dry mouth, restless legs, restless head, mind and thoughts
This feeling I have just can’t be bought
But it’s sought after, even fought over and it’s just my luck that I actually caught…
It…
And for some strange reason I love this shit
This is love to miss
Yet hate it all in the same
Cause this man, my may has affected my brain
Affected my life, affected my touch
Shit I wanna be his wife
And he’s the only 1 I’ve ever wanted this for
Crazy as it may sound this whole encounter is a blur
I’ve forgot 1st impressions, skipped the psychotic obsessions
Jumped right into this lesson
That I beg for him to teach
Hell if you’re religious shit let this nigga preach
Speak to my heart, he speaks…
He speaks to my soul
I know in my heart as a fact that with him I wanna grow old
I mean, it’s a feeling I can’t describe… in words… in theory I can’t transcribe…
All I know is he’s a hunter and I wanna be his guide… his eyes… I’m goin out on a limb here... even his bride
I mean I captivated by his touch, his eyes, his tone, his… shit him!
I don’t know what to do w/myself… I don’t even want ne1 else
Hell no one comes close to what this man here, right here, this feeling he’s brought to me
Real talk, no bullshit, he’s my eyes for me to see
My legs for me to walk, my lips so I can talk
My hands for me to write… my fucking fingers so I can type!
My mouth, words, so I can speak… hell, my everything… just HIS scent alone makes me weak
This is just how much this boy… wait excuse me, MAN means to me!
I swear to GOD he’s the air I breathe!
And I know a lot of people don’t quite know exactly what I’m saying
I’m trying my very best to convey in words how he is, just… damn what I’m sayin
Is… this is it… he got me lock and key… handcuffed to the bed, I’m willing to be his slave, servant, whatever the fuck you wanna call it
Ain’t no one in the past ever came close to what I found… I don’t think you heard me…
WHAT I FOUND… right here… what I found is truly a blessing
I just pray to God that this isn’t some kind of trial and error testing
Cuz from the jump, at “Hey ma!” he had me… he fucking had my heart
I never knew I could give in so easily right from the start
But I never second guess this man…
It’s just him, just HIM… no words have to be spoken between us… I just understand
He is I and I am him… this ain’t some passive aggressive shit I normally do just on a whim
I’m not ashamed to admit it… for once I’d gladly damn say
THAT THIS NIGGA HERE GOT MY HEART IN EVERY KINDA WAY
I’ll give him anything he asked for, anything he wants & always whatever he needs
I’m like a hungry baby just ready for my next feeding…
My next full 8 oz bottle full of just this heavenly creature’s pure stuff
I swear on my life, I swear he’ll never give and I’ll never get full enough
Cuz I’m always hungry for him… his knowledge… his presence… his being… his words… his touch… fuck JUST HIM…
Can I express anymore just how much I disregard the rest of “them”
No one can come close or have ever come close to this guy… I swear on my life I really do love
This man for who he is, who he’ll be... fuck it… even who he WAS…
This here, this rant, this immortalization I’m doing for him now is really just a small drop in the bucket
For the admiration, the dedication, the annexation of his heart… I JUST FUCKIN LOVE IT
I swear to you own my life, I’d gladly give
You anything you want, for you I’d even live
I’ll walk a million miles in your shoes, a million jail bids I’ll do
Nothing in the world can surpass the love I have for you
I just thank you for loving me, I thank you for knowing me
I thank you for dealing me, a wife for you I’ll gladly be
So if ever there was anything in the world you want of me just ask
Cuz for the rest of my life, I want to spend with you the rest of my sand in the hour glass
I owe you so much, truly my life you own
Damn boy! I wish I could get you to understand, but I’ll spend the rest of my life to give you the picture… to give you the love… back to you… for me… you’ve shown!!!