The arrival of my last chance is hopeless,
But still, I preserve my heart in an airport,
Waiting in arrivals and departures.
Happiness is something only to be remembered.
This feeling is incessant.
My thoughts are in a basement,
So when I receive a bit of light,
There is a gigantic difference.
I am happy for you.
I wish I could say the same for myself.
It's too difficult to smile at the complex.
It expects too much of me,
Because when I think,
I think of you.
The first and only time I have kissed you was in a dream.
I am still falling for you.
Hopefully forever,
Because I am not ready to die.
So much left to experience
So much right in front of me,
That deserves a smile.
If only I had been more curious before.
I took for granted for what now is a closed door.
I find myself lost in your eyes,
Where I weep and my lips tremble.
I hate not knowing where I am.
It's like lies I wish I could pretend.
Why must the youth seek death,
When they haven't taken a good picture yet.
I have taken mine.
It was you.
I would have opened my eyes for you.
Quit all the things that severely damaged me.
But it is all said and done.
It's time to forget love.
Lock it away,
Go to a party,
And wake up to a new day.
Letting no one see me in a hole,
But on top of mountains screaming to the world.
I wish you a safe trip,
Because you don't deserve hurt..
After a fall like the one before.
I wish myself a safe trip also,
Traveling through heavy hearts and heavy thoughts.
Who knows how strong I am.
But if our paths intersect one day...
Creating complimentary angles like the ones we learned in Geometry,
And you come alone,
Bringing that combination you have always had,
A dead man's chest will be unlocked.