I've been missing him for months now
ever since that night,
That unexpected night
that would become our last fight.

It was all because of a question
a question I asked so small,
I didn't know it would end up
causing me to fall.

He ended it that night
I never saw it coming,
I didn't know just how to react
although my body numbing.

School was even harder
as I couldn't get away,
He caught up to me before the bell
and said what he needed to say.

He asked for another chance
I ended up walking away,
My heart said please but my head said no
I just left with nothing to say.

He called me later that night
but I didn't answer my phone,
In the message I could hear the sadness in his voice
the sadness of us being alone.

Ever since that night
we've stayed on our own path,
And ever since three weeks ago
he's left me with just more math.

He tells me he still misses me
and that he wouldn't be happy without me,
So why is he with another girl
who he says makes him happpy?

How could he stand to be with this girl
she's definitely not right for him,
Does he know that there's another guy
and that she's trying to get with him?

Does he date this girl for real
or just to mess with my head,
So that he can leave my heart
feeling nothing but dread?

This girl has changed his life around
but definitely not for good,
I called him up and yelled at him him
hoping he understood.

I called him back five minutes later,
because i needed to apologize,
I did this because my heart
it felt too small for it's size.

Ever since that day
we haven't spoken a word at all,
And there are times at home
my knees do I fall.

There are times I feel he looks at me
but then again I could be wrong,
I don't look at him not even once
because I know that will keep me strong.

I hope we will end up together
one of these days again,
And once again see happiness
coming from within.

I never want to forget him
not ever do I wish,
Because when I went fishing,
he was the greatest fish.

I Miss Him!

~Krysten Stremmel