I Hate Everything
I hate the sun in the sky, the rain in the woods, the skin on my flesh.
I hate the people I see every day. The ones I bled for. With my hands I "defended" these people? This country could give a s**t less if I jumped off a f***ing bridge. Just another vet who killed himself. I don't matter. But would I have it any other way? No. I'm a soldier meant to stand on his own. I still hate everything. It still hurts when I breath. It still hurts when I think of everything that I put her through. It still hurts when I do anything. I just want to turn my mind off for a while. I just want to pick up the bottle and not put it down till I am dead. But it would only be too good a headline for the F***ing media. F*** it all. I'm through.
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Yikes
I guess you made your point.I sure felt the hurt and pain in this piece.Strong feeling went into it.Looking forward to reading more of your writing.
Gloria
so so sad....
this write put a lump in my throat dude!.....no soul can get this low without a very disturbing episode in their life...I enjoyed this piece simply because it was honest and raw.....but I do hope one day you can move on and look back grinning at how u could'v turned out....no soul suffers without compensation, dont forget that!......chin up and thanks 4 sharing this real life write....I felt it all.peace.
no soul suffers without comensation.
if i hadn't gone through the things that i have, i wouldn't know a thing about struggle. a lot of it messes with me, but i would not change a thing about it. it makes me strong in so many ways. and it helps me lead the two hundred plus guys that i have to look after each day in the prison. most of them really look up to me because i can relate to them so well. after all, when a person is stuck in struggle, isn't that just another form of captivity? :) and if anything was easy, is it worth it? lol. struggle makes us who we are. as a person, or as a whole species. thank you so much for your words of encouragement.