How can you love so shamefully
How can you hate so carelessly
Blinded by your own vanity
Bellowing out profanity
Caught up in reckless conversation
Endless hours of obliteration
Your words slashing my skin
I stand before you bleeding
I fall beneath you broken
Bearing emotional bruises

I can no longer handle the abuse
So I am preparing this noose
I'm no longer seeking proof
it's just no use
this stress is more than I can take
and I'll no longer carry this weight

I will soon devour the end
Without hesitation
apocalyptic destruction
let the wrath of war begin
No more patronizing bullshit
I am so done with this
pathological perdition

How can you love to hate
How can you not know
your words are killing me
Rage burning inside me
Heedlessly endangering
my vulnerable psyche
contemplating the rope's
harmonious bellowing

Happiness shall be birthed
from this that liberates me
for with a death
shall come a life
hiding deep within me
sedated eternally
methodically desecrated
and yet still enduring

A simple knotted string
to end my suffering
I shall not cry
I shall not pain
I shall not love
I shall not hate
I shall never hear your voice again
I shall erase what is currently existing
I shall not wonder what is true
I shall forget I ever knew you
in time my wounds will heal
the bleeding will slowly cease
as I take one last glance
at YOUR dangling feet