A sea breeze
for me
And two for you
In a restaurant
we both knew
Side by side
Reminiscing
You, me
Parents
Friends
And siblings

You ordered for me
Then for yourself
It felt nice
To have someone
Who knows me
So well

Starry nights
A second round
Drowning feelings
Lust and love
Lost and found

Another night
Too many beers
A bottle of Rum
An array of
Toasts
and cheers

Too much to drink
My insides raged
To know
I left
and was replaced

She was rubbing
And touching
And I was a mess
Burning with jealousy
I raise my glass
and drink
To my death

Disappointed
And hugging
The toilet rim