Where do I find myself ?
In this picture you’ve deranged
I opened my heart and soul to you without constraint
players in a game full of complexities
Unknowingly manipulated
My ears are closed to your delusions, but my eyes stay open...
I can see you
I can feel the pain you’ve caused me
But what are my words if they don’t reach you
I am enclosed in this torment and the world is an empty space
My eyes are full of tears
What do you believe? Is it real? Is it true?
I have found my peace now where I can not find you
Where the phone does not ring, and the page lies blank
Where the heart finds content and after time the fake laughter becomes real
You lie beneath a numb existence
I can’t reach you
You were real, but i can’t find you anymore
I am alone and you left me there