Poem to Keiji

Keiji, my second son
my precious child
that means happiness
and you're always happy
and cheerful & joyful

the best child in world
that can make me mad in the morning
and laugh all through out the day
just thinking of your crazy ways
and funny & weird actions

you were always different
as a baby you can climb the baby bed
and go down on the ground
and play with your brother
and mess the whole floor with toys

you are always the destroyer
of your tidy & clean brother's things
the exact opposite of your brother
but the best laugh mode creator
of the whole family

you were granny's fave child
coz you were so sweet and cute
and very affectionate most of the time
you are so kind-hearted & good
and very cuddly cute even now

i have dreamt big dreams for you
i have always been so strict to you
because i want you to become so sensitive
in everything around you
especially with yourself

you love to eat and taste good food
and have thought of you as a chef
and you love to experiment on food
at the very young age, you love to cook
and always make special fried egg for me

i have dreamt of spending my life with you
and stay with your brother & his family
but i have wished that you have your own family too
though you don't want to be married
coz you're afraid of being left alone again

a trauma of divorce, and broken family
but i have always tried hard to give you a home
even a fatherless home, but with full of love
compassion and caring for all of us
and i hope its enough for you

Keiji my son
i will always be your bestfriend
since the day you were born
i have always protected you in everything
and i have felt that protection from you

you have shown me your concerns
your perfect caring when i am sick
your sweetness and sensitivity
your warm heart & protectectiveness
and that really made me so special

i have never been unfair with both of you
i have always been fair in everything
and i have loved you with the same
unmeasurable love and caring
a mother could ever give to her child

i will always keep you in my heart
till the day i close my eyes and stop breathing
and the same words i will say to you and your brother
that i am so grateful to my creator for giving you to me
and that i will love you till my next life