My smile is open and friendly.
And fake.

My laugh is loud and bubbly!
And bullshit.

Inside of me,
I'm carrying a lump,
A very heavy lump.

Inside of me,
A little girl screams,
A little girl is screaming,
And she doesn't want to

STOP!!!!!

And the golden gates of heaven swing open,
Amid melodic voices of an instrumental orchestra of angels...
And everywhere are the souls of dead men,
And all I can see is what is, no longer!
All I can smell is the stench of the past.