I thought you loved me; I must have gone and bumped my head
You took and took and cut me deep and left me hurt
I bled and gushed with pain that drained me and left me for dead

I’m watching you sleeping
you’re far away dreaming
your face is beautiful
you seem so peaceful
I memorize your face
no one can erase
the imprints In my heart
where your love has sat

Don’t cry
I’m sorry
I hurt you
Made you blue
Dry your tears
Calm your fears
Im with you
I love you too
Always and forever
I’ll do whatever
To hold you
To be true
To what we have

Wandering alone, lost within
my heart searched for love
I wandered alone
lost within the darkness inside
my heart searched
this crazy world for something
anything that could fill me

Take my hand
hang on, don’t let go
I will take you there
to the place you long for
where your dreams live
to the place I see
In the back of your eyes
you don’t need to tell me

I long for you
I ache for you
The thirst in my heart hurts
The desire in my belly aches
I long for you
And it burns me inside
Flames of passion engulf me
I long for you
Your heart and soul

Everywhere I look love is fleeting
people are leaving their lovers
in search of the next best thing
everyone seems to think the grass is greener
on the other side of the fence

I’m searching your eyes for a sign
something to say that you’re mine
the spark that I used to see, it’s gone
each day I look for it and I long
I don’t say anything but I’m watching

You are set apart in my heart
Different from all the rest
Let’s never ever grow apart
This love is the best
We understand each other
We are two of a kind
I will never want of another

I’m searching for the love of a lifetime
something that stands the test of time
someone I can have the world with
share the heavens and the world beneath
when I find the one I know I will know

The men I’ve loved have been sugar and spice
Different as night and day, bad and also nice
Each one I adored and tired to understand
But alas! After them all, alone now, I stand

You thought you would see me cry
you thought without you I would die
why does it upset you that I stand
that your lies I can withstand
why do you seethe with anger
because I love you no longer

I hate what you’ve done to me
I can’t function can’t you see
You’ve got me swimming in emotions
that have left me in a world of confusion
I don’t like to lose control you see

I don’t want you in my life anymore
my mercy has run out, im depleted
forgiveness is no longer in my vocabulary
you thought I was too dumb to let you go

Confusion is what I feel
tell me how do I deal
with the thoughts that plague me
tell me how do I get free
from the memories and pain
that haunt me and add no gain

I can’t sleep at night