never love again
I thought you loved me; I must have gone and bumped my head
You took and took and cut me deep and left me hurt
I bled and gushed with pain that drained me and left me for dead
Why do we give our hearts when they always get ripped apart
Why do we give in to love when it’s so fleeting and cold
All because we long for someone to love and to hold
I had said I wouldn’t love again and then you came along
I convinced myself you’d prove me wrong and be the one
To take my heart away and give me everything for which I long
But you proved me right and became just a typical man
Taking and never giving, giving only what didn’t cost you
What I was getting myself into I guess I had no clue
You must have sat around laughing at little old silly me
Giving my heart and my soul to you because I was in love
You must have really had a ball, reveling in all you could see
Me with my head in the clouds, feeling like I was in the heavens above
In love with a man who calculated and controlled and despised me
Abused my heart and took all he could so with another woman he could flee
I hate you so much right now I can hardly breathe
I mutter uncontrollably and with fiery anger I seethe
If I got my hands on you right now I swear I would try
To destroy that heart of yours that played with my heart, I wouldn’t cry
I have become hardened by all the pain; I’ve become a stone cold bitch
A bitter old hag, a sadistic, hateful vengeful little witch
I’m never gonna love again it hurts too much
Because how do you give half your heart, I can only give the whole
It’s a never ending, draining, exhausting, unproductive search
To find someone with a pure heart to whom you can give your soul
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Strong Write!
Powerfully written with lots of emotions running through it, so much sadness and hurt, so much disappointment.
It's a great write, and I hope it was a bit of a release to get it out of your system.
Dave