Conflicting Affections

A thousand ideas left dangling in the doorway
I could have recycled those papers burning in the archway
lit up like a christmas tree, my emotions stem from you
and my left hand lost time with my mind when i said
Forever, I do

We stand together in the threshold of a new life
together, unified we are not- but a fair distance apart
a mistake, a misunderstanding lead to you- my strife
now I hope I can sneak out the backdoor without
breaking a heart

Cold and lonely I lie at home
but atleast it's not with you
I'm not jealous of your new drone
but baby I know you'd love me to
hot and bothered I lie in bed
pondering why we'd let us go
irony played cards with karma here I dread
but I guess it just goes to show

I woke up this morning on your side of the bed
i could still feel your breath
your forgotten toothbrush mocks my mornings
reminding me of what I'll miss
I hear a sad tale crying from my coffee cup
but you know
I'll say I'm happier now
but it goes to show

That I'm the only one to blame
as to why I'm in the street- screaming out your name
all those trips down lover's lane gave me-
sore feet
I think I'll just sit here and wait
for you to call on
me..