He tests everyday

Running and hiding
feeling my heart beat faster
trying to look back to see
if you are still back there

Seeing nothing but woods
wondering where you are
knowing something is chasing me
but it's not who i think it is
because you wouldn't hurt me

Knowing something is out there
in the woods hiding in the darkness
after to get me,not knowing a reason
but knowing it will find its way to get me

Wondering where you are at
Knowing you are here but don't know where
Knowing you are trying to help me take this "something" away
and keep it away forever and ever and never have it come back
but I know inside of me that it will come back

Scared to fall asleep
having many sleepless nights
knowing that "it" will come back and chase me until i get tired
and it will catch me and take me away

Wishing you would help me take this "thing" away
Knowing that you are here,
but knowing where you are at,i don't know
Knowing that you dont like to see me like this

I run till the woods end,looking back while I am running
to see if "the thing" is after me,hearing,"follow my voice",in the dark
is what I've been doing,but feeling something behind me,is racing my heart

Running faster in the dark,don't know where I am going
all I know is I hear this voice over and over,saying,"follow my voice"
Wondering if it's you saying this,helping me come out from whatever I'm in
Looking back,it was you all along,you were just putting me through a trail of life
Like you always do,testing me and my faith,and my love and trust for you

This is what I feel like I'm going through

all day and everyday .... with my heart racing... and feeling alone in the dark.. not knowing where God is to help me...but when I wake up..from the nightmare that i am,I see him and realize it was him all along.God tests us to see if we are truly worthy of his faith.and if we are not,he knows that we are willing to lose the battle and give up..but if we are willing to fight the battle,he knows that we are willing to last as long as it takes,no matter if it is one day,one week,one month,one year.how ever long it takes,he knows we are worth the wait for our return home.

Love it is flower and you it's only seen[THE ROSE by Westlife]
-my_neverending_dream-

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