I know now what should have, could have been done
I just KNOW
And I spend a tenth of a second in regret
As I feel the sudden movements all around
As fear smothers me like a thick blanket
......
But suddenly it doesn't matter
None of it
Not the regret
Not the sharp pain
Not the scence around me
And the fact that i dont care it the midst of everything is almost humorous
...but its not
There are a million things i should be thinking about
Family or friends,
fear again at the very least
But i dont feel any of it, not one thing
And then just as i think its all just a game anyway,
games inside of games inside of games,
the car shatters into that tall black pole
at an unmarked speed down this wet, black road
I know this is it, but the only word to describe my sudden knowledge of this realization is "oh"
Its not just a word now,
but an expression of calm acceptance
And i feel nothing...

game over.