Surrounded by a life full of sin
this kid is young but he tries
to be something he not.
He constantly pretends.
He's a shy person who wants to
be accepted by his peers. so he

Until we meet again
you will forever be in
my memories, even though
your gone your presence still
lives inside of me.
I could never Forget you.
You always told me to keep
my head up high.

Being locked away in the police
station wasn't a pleasant feeling.
so many thoughts ran through my
mind, but I held my head up high
and kept my emotions concealed in.

How can I tell her no when she
makes me feel so good.
How can I tell her no when
she push me to do the
best I could.
They say shes wrong
and to turn her away.
But look baby I love

She made me so happy.
I was glad she listened to my worries
and other issues that bother me.
Baby you make be a better man
why you want to break my heart?
I love you baby baby baby I loved

I feel too high and it feels so
good. Listening to my music
with my eyes close oh you don't
how much music changes my mood.
I go through problems everyday.
Sometimes I want to give up.

Why are we killing one another?
Why do we continue to put suffering
on crying fathers and mothers?
"There is a cold world out there
some people are full of hate"

I can't go no place without my Ipod
I need to hear my Stevie wonder music.
His songs just inspire me more and more
to write from my soul. I want to write something

Dear mama I never told you
but I'm living in the life of sin
you told me you never see me with a smile anymore.
I always have an evil grin.
I'm not happy with my life

I made stupid decisions
growing up as a kid
I grew up too fast.
No time to make a wish
birthdays was crazy.
No parties or invitations
just an average day in the house,
With no celebrations.

I was raised to be strong.
Learned to appreciate life more
because we don't live long.
No friends by my side so
I live life to its fullest on my own.
I still have to be strong

We as all people should lend a hand,
help those in need, and provide for the
unfortunate.
I thought life was hard but my issues are
minor compared to a homeless man.

when I turned 18 I made some
pretty stupid mistakes
I barely passed high school with
a terrible G.P.A.
after I Graduated I enrolled
into a community college where I

I just found out my 2nd cousin
was shot and killed.
We've all heard this story
many times: the adolescence
teen joins a gang for the
wrong kinda thrill.
He got off of work to

I've had a dream where
I was staring into your
pretty brown eyes.
with a smile on your face
oh you don't know
how much that makes
me melt inside.
I often wonder can I be