I would like to lie to you
Yea, I’m for real!
I would like to intentionally lie to you!
Knowing lie to you!
So don’t come back at me saying, I never told you the truth,
Cause

I will prove you wrong…

You think so low of me
Comparing to a checkered past you see
So what, who cares about that shit in the past

I’m tired of ya’ll asses treating me like I’m a fucking invalid
Trying to lock me away and keep me hid
The more you confine me
The harder it’ll be to find me

I don’t ever wanna feel like I can’t live without you ever again
I don’t ever wanna ever get to the point where anything with you, I don’t understand

Everything… Every damn thing…
Put it this way…
I am blind…
Physically, emotionally, mentally, blinded
I can’t read between the lines, hell I can’t even decipher your truth

I wanna tell you its all good when it ain’t
I wanna tell you that I’m not scared anymore but that’s fake
You’ve been the only damn love I know and for my heart to be true

How many times do I have to say I give up before I literally break?
I’ve had it up past my boiling point, how much more you want me to take?

I know I done some fucked up shit in the past but I know I don’t deserve this…
Can’t nothing I did in this World could add up to this bogus shit!

I can’t do this anymore, this the beginning of new problems
I thought I could back it up and flip it but I see that I can’t solve ‘em