Everything… Every damn thing…
Put it this way…
I am blind…
Physically, emotionally, mentally, blinded
I can’t read between the lines, hell I can’t even decipher your truth
Yet I find myself constantly, blindly looking for you
I see things that’s not even there
I search for you when you don’t even care
Allow you to make and break me with the SHIT you NEVER say
I just stare blindly, foolishly, like, “This is the only way?”
Love won’t, don’t, suppose to hurt, but some same the best love tends to sting
Sp how is it that I’m a fucking ablaze and you’re cold as ice cream?
How is it that my eyes hold fire for something and someone I truly desire?
Committing to rearrange me, myself, cause it’s YOU that started this fire
Blindly…
We both lie, something we swore we’d never do
I lie by being blind, refusing to understand that you hide behind the words of truth
Never wanted something so badly that I can taste the pre arrival and the after taste
Only thing I can do to protect me is to be blind, can’t force that harsh reality on me
Even with blind eyes, I can see the fucking truth of this harsh reality
I can’t hold you, I can’t touch you
I can’t convince you, even if I wanted to
You’re too far gone outta my reach, the reality simply lies in wait
I don’t wanna be blind no more, give me the truth you see, our ultimate fate…

I can no longer be blind…