I know I done some fucked up shit in the past but I know I don’t deserve this…
Can’t nothing I did in this World could add up to this bogus shit!
I straighten up my out, started to walk the straight and narrow
So why in the fuck it feels as if I’m looking down a barrel
Of a sawed off shotgun! Ready to just be fucked at any give time
I mean, what the fuck man! This is how I get mine?
Life has played a cruel joke on me, allowing me to fall in love with what I can never have
Now I finally understand that saying, “We’ll see who get the last laugh”
Hmmm, ha ha, the jokes seems to be on me, seems like
I’m the only I that don’t find it funny
Got people looking at me, like, “Fool, he love you? Fucking dummy?”
Putting up a brave front, even chuckle a bit so the emotions I hide behind this mask
I wear everyday, just to deal with you, I see you got the last laugh!
Kinda got me fucked up though, shit shoulda expected it since I can never find happiness
Now really looking at it, I certainly failed this life’s test
So now I sit here, trying hard to refrain from crying, lashing out or doing something downright foolish and stupid
Why in the hell didn’t someone warn me I was being set up by cupid?
Shit more like a giant gnat that straight fucked up my damn emotions
I hate this fucking sail of love ride, I hate this choppy ocean!
Trying to play like I knew all along that I knew I didn’t have a chance
But fuck it, I can’t hide it any more love lies bleeding in my hands
My love that is, cause the joke is simply on me
Just tell me, tell me, is this as funny as you’d thought it’d be??