I don’t ever wanna feel like I can’t live without you ever again
I don’t ever wanna ever get to the point where anything with you, I don’t understand
I don’t ever wanna cry so hard, my eyes swell shut and stings with the light of day
I don’t ever wanna hurt so bad, so long, that I can’t express clearly what I wanna say
I don’t ever wanna rely solely on you to bring me happiness, hell even pain
I don’t ever wanna give you control over me, cause it always ends up with me placing the blame
Solely on a mistake that was made and corrected a while ago, but you’re content with living in the rain
Content to never let me live it down, allowing my past to become your pain
Guess I’ve relied on you too much, but still tired to keep that secret safe
No matter what I do, you can’t forgive me or erase
I don’t want you to forget, just look, feel and understand
The burden that I carry constantly, I’m just begging to hold your hand
Walk with me, talk with me, try to comprehend if you can’t just love me
Don’t judge me, ignore me, leave me or forget me, open your eyes to see
I don’t wanna rely on you solely cause I will fall short every time
Just tell me that you love me, need me, we can get by with time