How to start telling all of you who know
About the pain from my heart
To my wrists and arms

Suicide from a point of view
How awful it is
One who sees the world from a bad side
No good in it whatsoever
Full of hatred
Ignored in the shadows
Pushed and pulled and walken over

They all want to run
They all want to die
They already cry
But why?
They said, but I still don't understand
I can tell there's something hiding deep inside

So many stories,
Too many people,
With every passing person
There lies a story
Within every single one
Abused, scared, burned, or torn apart
There's way too many stories

How can you see the world as it is?
The world is blinded from me...
Black tears of despair drip from my face
What is there left - What is there now that I can't see?
I don't know but others say

Tears are forever
They stand for eternity
But what does My life stand for?
What does it mean?
I don't know why, But I feel no purpose here
You threw me away
You didn't come way on after me

I've taken it upon myself to look after myself, He would never
Want to cause me sorrow or pain
Why shouldn't I follow the way my heart feels & leads me,

Love is a painful thing
Even from the beginning
We cannot help it
It's just in our nature From Deep Inside
In The Beginning
You feel fluttery
In The Beginning
You don't know that it'll hurt

Silent one they said,
Staring one they called,
Never has the world turned
Until now, everything's upside down

People don't care
People used to not care
People thought I was alright by myself

Halloween Night
A Witches Night
All the little creatures
Running around with fright
Children laughing, All dressed up
Little girls dressed in white
Playing jumprope in the park

Cold hands over my neck, Trembling words I can feel it
A raspy voice so it's called, Just say it and kill me here & now
You did this so choke me once more, No more misery - Not in my life

Divine Designs
is what life is all about
May we be together?
May we not?
May we sit together like in our dreams of
You and me?
May we talk?
May we cherish moments together?

Promises of Tomorrow
Are here today,
But they must always
Just fade away.
Promises of Tomorrow
Are always there
But they must always
Keep me here...
Promises of Tomorrow

Looking at the stars tonight
With you be my side
Someone to hold me
Someone to stand next to me
What a 'quietful' night tonight
Yes it is
But you only stare
So I can't help but to wonder

Why?
Why do you hurt me,
Why do you lie?
Why do you ignore me,
and Why do I still feel lonely?

I feel stuck
Stuck between growing up and staying here

I feel left behind