I've taken it upon myself to look after myself, He would never
Want to cause me sorrow or pain
Why shouldn't I follow the way my heart feels & leads me,
If it would make me & my heart happy, Probably him as well?
I'm in doubt...I am scared
If I let my heart
Be happy that it will sooner or later
Break into a million pieces
And I'm not ready
For that kind of pain, Never will I be...

To exchange conversations and thoughts now
Would be a very good friendship
But not like that'd ever happen
Not now, Not ever.