desire my disfunction,
breathe fresh from my enmity,
animosity at its best.

hear me out, my God,
i have sinned.
not once!
NOT ONCE HAVE I FAILED!

i cried.
i wept.
but nobody heard me!

i realized.
i asked questions,
i begged to be heard,
i asked to be listened to,
but i was ignored.
i was slapped.
i had been lied to.
i was made to look like a fool.

never see.

times like these,
times that rekindles.

pain,
sorrow,
depression,
manic.
love.

i broken myself,
i bit my own trigger,
i was killed.

stupid.
unable to wait,
wait.
WAIT!