i realized.
i asked questions,
i begged to be heard,
i asked to be listened to,
but i was ignored.
i was slapped.
i had been lied to.
i was made to look like a fool.

never see.
never looked upon,
spat at.

i wish to die in the arms of the
woman i loved.
but she's gone...
she left.
she will never be mine again.

won't ever be,
because i killed her love for me.

i...