The mind,
A powerful weapon,
Don't you know!

Your thoughts,
Still seem wrapped around her,
You're still unsure.
You talk about her more.
You show me who you really adore.
This, I can't ignore!

I can't blame you!
It's not your fault!
You loved her-
You love her!

Toss and turned,
Within the ocean's waves,
I don't think you really know anymore.
She keeps you up at night!
You can't have two in your life.
You've given me that spot,
I've taken that slot,
And, I still fell like a spec-
A dot.

I've promised to never leave you!
Committed,
I gladly waited,
But, when you talk about her,
I feel weighed down.
She left you,
Up and walked away,
She didn't even let you talk!
Yet, you dismiss the facts!
You make a desperate act!
No one makes a decision like that!
Don't you see she was always wrong?!
Yet, you're still blinded by your love,
Like a dove,
She's got you in her beauty!
You say her leaving was only her duty!

I never want to hurt you!
Never leave a wound,
Not a scratch,
I never want to see you cry!
Deliberately she cut you down anyway.
Yet, you still ponder her.
Waisting your precious time!

I've always been open!
A door that many couldn't pass through;
My heart,
I let you walk through.
But, sometimes-
I feel you care more about her.
You still always think about her!

She cut you down!
Don't you see you never did anything wrong!
You're what I long for!
I'm not as pretty as her,
A fading flower am I,
But, I promise-
I'll never leave your side!

But, talk about her,
Every single time,
Her beauty,
What you miss,
Her grace,
Feels like you stuck a stake-
Right through my heart.
The inflicted pain's off the chart!

Do you see how you talk?
Do you realize she's on your front page news?
Do you understand I really care?
Why do you still push to dare?

Stopping your thoughts,
Is what I really want.
Maintain this level of sanity,
I'm falling out of my sanctuary.
I'm already head-over-heels.
I'm scared my heart's about to break!
I'm afraid you're just here to take!
My heart's already at stake!
Yet, you show-
You still prefer-
To still love her!
You seem to genuinely still love her!
How this hurts me to say!