I've found myself alone,
Under a tree of blossoms...
It feels I've grown too weak to move,
The thought of you is just too gruesome..

I told you all my dreams,
My feelings and the truth...
For two it's just too crowded
In this one person booth...

Until one day you came clean,
Told me everything there was to know...
After that I wasn't angry anymore,
Or at least, somehow, it didn't show...

All I wanted was the truth,
With no strings attatched...
Our love is a glory road,
We have to keep the tracks latched...

Don't tell me you're sorry,
Don't tell me you're scared...
Just tell me you love me,
That's all that's cared...

I've realized I'm not alone,
You're with me somewhere...
After all this is done,
I'll try to forget that affair...

Anytime now,
I stare at my time ticking...
It moves like a dream,
Too slow, and flicking...

Back and forth it flicks,
Anger rises in me...
You ticked my time,
Now you'll be too blind to see...

I find you crouched,
In an alley downtown...
Tears stream down your face,
I feel my lips curve into a frown...

I'm crying with you,
Why? I don't know...
You don't deserve it,
My tears freeze with the snow...

I look up at the night sky,
And laugh with delight...
A flake trickles to my lips,
You kiss it off as I contrite...

I hate it when you do this,
It makes me kiss you back...
Knowing that you love me,
Is somthing I don't lack...

Why did you do it?
Why did you leave?
Why do I not care of this?
You remind me too much of Christmas Eve...

I want to hate you so bad,
And yet I cannot...
I love you too much,
Which makes me sad at the thought...

You don't deserve my love,
I don't care what she did to you...
I don't want to feel sorry for you,
And yet, sadly, I do...

You held my hand,
As you walked me home...
I had to ask you,
"Why did you leave me alone?"

You only stared at me,
And kissed me on the lips...
That's all I needed to know,
Our love is no longer in the Abyss...

The next morning you called,
And told me everything...
About how you cheated and lied,
And then you began to sing...

It was a love song, nonetheless,
You were completely off key...
After you were done,
I had to let the truth fly free...

I couldn't take it anymore,
Incase he performed that deed again...
I couldn't be with someone,
Who would cause me so much pain...

I may have broken your heart,
But you broke mine first...
NOW I am alone,
But it's better than being cursed...

Cursed by Cupid I was,
Sadly that's the truth...
But he won't fool me again,
Not while I still have my youth...

So maybe I won't have love for a while,
Do you think I care now?
All I know is that you're gone,
And you won't come back, that is my vow...

I am happy now,
I have no weight on my shoulers...
I wake up with a smile,
Knowing it's time for new adventures...

Years have passed,
And I still have my youth...
You've called many times,
Re-telling me the truth...

I am with someone now,
I am wearing his ring...
I don't think of you anymore,
Not even a single thing...

I saw you sitting down,
As I came down the isle...
You smiled at me,
I smiled too, but it took a while...

Afterwards during the reception,
You pulled me away before the end...
You embraced me with the longest hug,
And then I knew, I could call you "friend"...