Wht I am a cutter, is because I have such strong emotions. But I can't control then, they get out of hand." Psychopathic is what people call me when they see what have done. I don't care, they mean nothing to me and never will.But, I do it because of my emotions, confusion, and blackouts. I blackout when I do it and can't remember where I got the object. because of my rampage, I don't feel any pain, just relief. HELP ME! Why I am a poet, is because it helps me not to endanger my life and others, too. Plus, when I write (my feelings) to express my self there is an extreme 99.9% I will not hurt myself. Because I got it out off my chest I do not have the desire to cut my wrist. Just the feeling of relief makes my world a happier place;instead of the long talks and punishments that just make matters worse!!!! Because I found Mr. Callen, of the Highland High School staff,to talk to , I am GLAD to be alive right now, today! Thank you!