I can't find you in anyone else

What else is there to say?
doubtless
in true love
there is no foul play

There is no force
though true love does compel

There is no guilt trip

By the time my surgery was over
my patch took off some hairs

I don't hate you
or detest you
or account you error

I love you
deeper than my plans

It is you
you who came to me

Knowing the path of David and Abraham
how they both left where they were

I know that even in accordance with seeking God wholly
and receiving Him first
that we have together left

You have made me the happiest person in the world
I am sorry that I fell short
I am beyond indebted to you
as to the Spirit
and along with God
I fell and you held me up
Thank you

O April
I still want to be with you

You are in charge of our meeting
even if I see you
and even if I talk to you
as far as the thoughts and intents of your mind and heart

Tell me this isn't just a lesson
tell me that you are in this
tell me you won't go after anyone else even before we wed
first in the physical
as we die to the corrupted flesh

Tell you what
the Holy Spirit of fire resides in me
and whether I am at once as water as He
in the next I am fire in my whole body

The Antichrist receiving the Dragon's authority

All of my openness is for you
you are my dream come true
my deepest intimacy-
and it is your personal zeal that I entreat
I am without depravity in my heart's desire and spirit's yearning

Last week God came unto me
daily there are moments
in which there are breakthroughs and relief
these are here through sowing
and the loosing of His kind heat
there are also times of binding

You are my 12 gates of whole pearls
nothing may ever enter into us
which is outside of our kingdom
that is wicked, evil, sinful, or corruptible

You are my city of pure gold

I asked God to write you on the tablet of my heart and mind
and He did
That was the first time
that I have ever asked that
and it was fulfilled
even as the time I asked for you

When you loved me before us
I was given perfect love

When you loved me before I was
I was drawn out of your well

When you loved me before you were
I was given to drink

So what is the earthly gift
which is in heaven's type
before all is made new
is it all hype?

Even Paul spoke
in the same letters
that he also of the flesh
did boast

asking in sarcasm

I listen to progressive
and *what have I seen there before?

I saw my dream and vision alight
just as a narrow table of the past
a family pizza night

Daddy pounding his fist into his hand

You
Yourself
and your entire temple, walls, city, and whole gates (Revelation 21)

these are my love
and I myself
in this present openness
have no hate

I am yours