Last week God came unto me
daily there are moments
in which there are breakthroughs and relief
these are here through sowing
and the loosing of His kind heat
there are also times of binding
in which the lines of reality are brought together
so that there may be salvation and the redeeming of time
except these also take overcoming

There are tetris moments
and the consolidations of faith
and there are times in which I must not grow weary
but continue in Him
to bear fruit
by which He is glorified
and I receive

I prayed and I strove for the straight and narrow gate
I try to not make long prayers for show, even if I am by myself,
or vain repititions
however I do pray with knowledge, understanding, and specifically

After I prayed
I bowed prostrate on my knees
and as God came
it was my fulfillment
in perfection
and not just blamelessness
as Genesis 17

Afterwards
as I was also striving against sin and unbelief
I knew that with God
I had made my peace

Not that lawlessness is okay
but repenting along the way and still overcoming and preparing the way
I was striving to not plan to sin
and thus I brought enough oil as I waited for Him
and overcame though corruption manifested
and His grace was sufficient for me
though I was weak

Knowing the path of Abraham and Sarah
I am fully pleased
to say that I am Brandon
and on my path in Christ and God
and that I myself
even my feet
are clean

Praise God for His wisdom
and His heights which are even beyond the sea
though there is cultivation and preparation with the four living creatures
I have finished my sowing
though I was resisted by darkness
and the whole field is ready

My heart is as the pearl
of priceless price
and my mind is as the treasure buried in the field
and for both of these I have laid down all that was in my life

In my heart is the incorruptible seed
the fruit in my soul
and in my mind are the leaves

calmness, quietness, strength, salvation, and the fear of the LORD
I have gathered
just as I have also scattered my seed for these:
perfection, establishment, strength, and settling
with the Spirit of the Fear of the LORD as my delight
Him giving me the desires of my heart
and even an abundance
for I did not gather only a little
and I did not only strike the ground three times when I did beat
therefore though darkness rose up against me
and false light pushed me that I might fall- violently
I am sure and steadfast in Him
as I counted the cost with the no matter what concern
and therefore when He came I was ready

Salvation came out of Zion
even the parched place
this is the mountain that the LORD desires to dwell in
as He also regarded Bashan-
the mountain of many peaks

My soul has taken it's rest
for the LORD has dealt with me bountifully

I am a servant
and my maiden love
I put you before me

In my prayer I brought my concern unto the LORD
and told Him that as I had been striving
I could no longer
and after that I was fully prepared and made free

Now the rooms which were built in the house
on His foundation
receive His riches
as a vine puts forth it's fruit
and I am edified
by the Spirit of wisdom, redemption, righteousness, and sanctification
and even the waters are a garment
and His heavens an ornament
for patience is not as longsuffering
because the fruit of the Spirit contain no pain
I have persevered, endured, and suffered long
and now in His good pleasure
as I am consecrated
I may continually cleave
even though there is no continuing physical city
as my inheritance and Promises come upon me and overtake me
shining unto the perfect day
and in this
as I am His inheritance
He is well pleased
and you also may have all things