I am going to fear the LORD
that I will not ever be able to take it again
and then I will be able to stay ahead of my shadow
like Peter Pan

I digress
I think that's my shadow's name

I woke up at the end of Otherside
with my head on Maynard's chest
I'm so alive

When I stay ahead of myself
I am balanced in my eating
and I can't get ahead of myself
as with crystallization
because then I would just be doing the same thing

I don't want to know if anyone feels the same way that I do
I always feel bad
I think I know what my dad did
I think he mixed his Coke in water and drank
and this is how I am going to lose finding myself
saving other people
and thus find my new name

That's why He had me be like Him
receiving in me the fear of the LORD to know it
being alone
and even create
first before the spoken word
and then as a god
100fold