What do I want?

I want someone who wants to be with me
because of herself
and me

I don't know why
anyone would want to be with me

I want someone who doesn't mind the cold

I want someone who believes me
and has already forgiven

I want someone who is for us
even though not all yet is ready

I want someone who thinks the world of me
and wants to build
from perfection to settling

Someone who loves beyond balance
into the invisible equity

Who would rather be near
but in distance
still is at my wing

Someone who desires me
and under God
asks, seeks, and knocks
oneness being chief

If anyone were to ask me
what I want
when I am in between
and in the means

such hope has the feelings

I want someone who wants to be together
who won't let me feel guilty
or lacking
or any evil thing

Someone who esteems my life
as their own

who appreciates me
and has the same beginning

for there we may abide
and have no need
regarding overcoming
as if our hearts
are subject
to any kind of quitting

someone who's breath
is my keep
and who's movements
are what I breathe

someone who knows what it is to be new
understanding also
how love is what molds
and how apart from the insides
is as these being sold

someone who believes the best in me

I have found that God does this
and that this is confidence and how He leads

I am a blank canvas
and my love for you
is as a fine piece

you are every good and perfect gift
whether in nature
the substance of our love
or us together the masterpiece

I want someone who still is with me
when I say that I am sorry

I want someone who I don't even have to talk to
as is our united resting

I want someone who wants to talk to me
and even when I am opaque
finds me

as the waters are infinite
but are all one
as we come from darkness over our deep
unto the full baptizing

I am to and fro
between foreknowledge
the firstborn
and the end

between the end
the firstborn
and our stead

What is more lovely
and beyond words and names?
meeting
encompassing
and the completing
knowing that I don't distinguish
between us
though I am enraptured
in your every intricacy

I want someone who is enthralled
ravished in knowing
that my vessel
is the deep
of which she broods freely