You encompass me
in ways I can't imagine

I thought it hard
to have openness
without zeal

My heart broke
and insecurity came
as boils
toturing me as I kneeled

My masculinity rose up
and between insecurity
and heels (Genesis 3:15)
diligence was a steal
and the boil of my face
said hope reeled

I doubted your love
and wanted to ensure
that my zeal and diligence did not become fear
and yet your conduct has won me over in the most precious and pleasant seal

God spoke once
and twice I have heard this:
to eat honey because it is good
and the honeycomb because it is sweet to the taste
and so shall the knowledge of wisdom be to the soul
and if we find it
there is prospect
and our hope shall not be cut off

therefore also the sincerity of true love is sensitive and fully real
in this way also
are God's lines found
the Bible personal and collective
without any hint of desire that is artificial

Look to me you darling
and speak to me oh precious one
in my secret place
forever is the egg and seed
by which discretion, and every good and perfect gift ascribed breathes
even waiting to shine forth
through the life that lives in mutual true light
that two partake of and feel

My jeaousy from zealousness
has met together
as righteousness and peace
mercy and truth
and the knowledge of purity
though I also have my own love
that is enraptured in your radiance
even as we overcome every evil thing
from sins of ignorance
unto the lusts of the flesh
unto the hypocrisy of religion
and the resistance to His joy
and I ask you to encompass me
even as I stand
having been called to be a man before the LORD
prepared from the last words of Samson
by which darkness' puppet strings were cut
unto the security that is found in wisdom
of which also anything that attempts to exalt itself above the knowledge of God is pulled down
and the whole temple continues chaste and untouched

As a friend of God
grace was given to me
in our most recent time, substance, and place
at the revelation of Jesus Christ
after which the things which concern the end of sufferings and death (Luke 22:37)
as also pertaining to Him
were manifest

it is the incorruptible perfect love of God
in which we still do stand
let us put on all good things
and inherit with Our hands (spiritual in physical)