Having hope

I.
You have given me to be me
and I thank you for it
My work wasn't vain
but you enabled me to never leave

I want to tell you my love for you is complete
Thank you for your seed
I want to return your love
and abundantly above
give you mine
more than I give me (without you)
and have that be loving myself
preparing everything
that according to your freedom
you may be grafted in
you and I together
a temple and pillar
encompassing
as ripples of water
us exchanging
pillar and temple
as we breath

I feel the fool
but I am blameless in love
and in promises- holy

I want to let myself go
and let you catch me
I will not beguile
will you do the same with me?

I am innocent
and in love- free
your sensitivity mystifies me
I envision a fuscia pillow like room
with your fuscia pearl

I'm flying for you
and my porch area
is being filled in equity
as my mind has rest and joy in it

My sphere shall now be
covered by your natsach
and He is our netsach
in righteousness' liberty

I want love's full equity
and in it
in rest and joy to cleave

My throat is as Zion
and my nephesh-ruwach is grieved
therefore my mind does seize
and my will have need
my imagination then
in Spirit and truth relieves

I find no little rock
though previously I did succeed
Jesus became outer darkness
in the sacrifice of His body
I am afflicted
tossed with tempest
and not comforted
I am outside the gates
suffering- weeping and gnashing my teeth
in a dry place
seeking rest

II.
I am for you wholly and exclusively
purely and innocently
I have loved you
like you couldn't believe
and in perfect liberty
in the name of God, love, hope
and faith's possibilities

You are as the soft magenta
and lavender sky
encompassing my dreamscape
that which was only a broken light wave
and a short crisped twi-night
an omen embossed dusk
a zirconium vision
before your life

Before you
my rhythm had no distinction
transition or continuance

I used to be scared
and covered by a blacklight
my scars are healed
through your kindness

There is a wind
that lives, moves, and exists
in which
failure and victory are encompassed

Here the fear of God and perfect love always consist
of decision and choice
for life to manifest

Freedom and the pit are to and fro
as pre and post salvation are as a mist
the pouring of love
and emptiness mix
and glory is only found in diligence
Context overlaps convenience
and is wonderfully pressed
truth consummates through the prevalent
and gives what is deeply surely meant

And this is why I imagine calling you
my precious possession
and in asking, seeking, and knocking for you
I am content

Having also received the blessings of the chosen

I shall approach you
as the holy height
and I shall walk
by the perfect truth within
the integrity which is built
upon the Rock of sincerity
and this not only consisting
of a castle of sand
but in true holiness and strength
both of glass
and in His blood shimmering
and in being ascribed completely in His testimony
proceeding from His calling
as His purpose was revealed
into the truth light that is already shining

As His servant
and offspring
in His mercy
There being no variance in love, truth, and peace
whether as to entering in
in the morning or evening

For we were slain
before the foundation of the world
and could not be elected
in restoration and the breach
without tasting and knowing from the cleft
the depths of the be-attitudes
that though we were predestined
we might esteem the depths
widths, lengths, and heights of love-
actually fulfilling the place of being chosen

in election we continue on in this as settling knows glory
and profitableness contains no pretense
unto sincerity and wrestling truly being mutually virtuous

as failure, loss, and despair
are swallowed up in manifold love
the knowledge of you
can not compare
to the perfection of your person
though these also
are in the secret place

the unapproachable
swallowed up in Jerusalem
establishing every care