I feel 'this' big
It's this and that and the other thing
and none of them are God completely
perhaps yet

I have a plan
but that's not what I am talking about

I just wish
I watch more than a watchman
as David said
and as Jesus did

I know "He has answered me"
but even then

Here is the thing:
He gave me everything
the doctrine
the love
the kingdom

And my diligence
and actions
even now presently
were rooted in knowing
that nothing is impossible
and that I could get through anything and everything

No matter how detailed
no matter how broad
the sightly things
and the presumptions
I knew
through it all
He would bring me
and perfectly

So I find myself
even though I have believed that
and done that
having times when I expect the end
and the new beginning
but I only find
it is time to do 'it' again

Here is His thing:
He gave
as according to His return
and even when all things are new

But He still moves
also as I come continually
to bring the life
that can not fade away
into the now and today

as He also gives Promises and gifts
that our joy may be full
as we come unto the perfect days

I have a win win situation
and praise God this is Him:
there is more
and He wants to give it