Life in me

This is trying to tire me
this is right in front of me
we're all going to...
No!
We're already dead!

I want to capture the moment
remove all the scars from our heads
I want to enrapture and transform into love

how the past held us
the blood and the mess
the picture undressed
I want to save the capsules
but we're already dead!

I wanted to meet the Holder
I wanted to see His hands
I wanted to greet the Soul...
I cut off my own, own, own, own
you're already dead
you're already dead
you're already dead

I'm already dead
unable to bear the wounds of decay
I'm already dead
unable to be left apart from May

I'm already new
with the internal eternal love that moves
I'm already new
with the life given into my stew
I'm already new
revived with His dew
I'm already new
the incorruptible body as hope
full of light bearing His hue