Mustard seed

Leprosy
the unhealable disease

contagious and infectious
just as life before His seed

Healed by the will of God
"Yes" and "Amen"
Him always answering

I am sick of looking ahead
now I shall only live presently

Surely I have balanced
and done new things
even witnessed equity

I don't know anyone who can I say that I only sought His hands
and not His face

The bitterness of Hezekiah's soul I believe
is Jehovah my strength?
I know as I think this now
that only He can do it
but since He brought me back to Him
and I tasted
I have known that it is possible
for Him to give
and for me to not follow
and so then Him being my strength
not really be

What am I afraid of?
myself
others
being empty

If works perfect faith
then also by faith
He has saved the whole body

But yet in this
the body is as hope
but is it out of reach?

If only the body was free
just as concerning faith and grace
people preach

Is He embarking towards me?
or is this just another thing?

Honestly nothing has been /just/ anything

But according to my faith is it unto me
and not according to the world's workings
for Jesus came to destroy the works of the devil
and He came to give us life
and that abundantly
and this also including here, now and today

Therefore I believe
and I speak
that my flesh is fully saved

Therefore I know
just as Peter said
that in the past tense
have I been healed
that is where the truth, wisdom, love, power, beginning, grace, faith, end, and seed thrive

But what of my condition?
How do I know I am not just deceiving myself
and carrying on
as a fool and senseless person
who will not receive anything?

I know how I have of recent walked
but the substance was so open

Since my youth I have fought
indeed I was not happy
though sin had what it wanted

Unbelief was present in me
from whence first the tares did spring

But I committed myself to God
and even now
it is as if there isn't sin's gravity

I will walk in the integrity of my heart
I will be perfect
and regardless of what is of my cross
that which is in corruption present by sight or manifesting
in Him I believe
and I shall receive
and concerning His Promises and my gift
and present length of days-
in "Yes" and "Amen"-
accordingly

Therefore as the flower fades
and the wind blows it away

those are my chains
unto the perfect day
just as also
Christ visits now and forever
eternally

And I come
returning unto Him
bowing down
glorifying Him
worshiping
thanking
praising
seeking
loving
For He has loved me

-By Tool-
Opiate "Choices always were a problem for you. What you need is someone strong to guide you. Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow, what you need is someone strong to use you.. like me, like me. If you want to get your soul to heaven, trust in me .Don't judge or question.You are broken now, but faith can heal you. Just do everything I tell you to do. Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow. Let me lay my holy hand upon you. My Gods will becomes me. When he speaks out, he speaks through me. He has needs like I do. We both want to rape you. Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life. Open my eyes and blind me with your light and your lies."