I am thinking about what I have to offer you
This body of death
doesn't sound or look all that great

His true light shines
and wisdom is as unapproachable
and this is how I esteem you

the fear of the LORD
that is the beginning of wisdom
and those who do not fear Him
do not change

Therefore I strive to enter the narrow gate
even dying to the old self
though also as I breath
in and out
and search for the love, light, and truth
of which life breeds
it seems as if in enmity
just as also the past is the cross
that as I travel
it is still with me in chains

I do not regard the things
of which are against faith, hope, and love
and therefore I continue in Him
against all odds
and though foolish according to the world

when this body's nature
as Achan-
through it's response to the light
and in this time
in which there is a race-
when it comes forth
in all of it's iniquity-
with all of the newness in God-
it is as if for evil
I am given to change

And along with this
it strives and yearns against me
with all of Hell, Death, and the kingdom of darkness' fury
with assignments
prayers not prayed in Jesus' name
with it's cords
and curses
which are present through it's offered gates
for yes even the light shines into every place

As a lion
and soldier
and farmer
I do wait
and therefore count it joy and glory
and regard the sinlessness inside of me
and how it dwells in my body

treating evil as tares
and as a present prospering olive tree
awaiting to be cut down and not found
though I also am behind it repenting
and cultivating the seeds
and believing
also unto hope-persevering

I also do not regard these dead things
in any of it's forms
for I also know that even as I have confessed Christ
and all of His kingdom
that in resistance
darkness seeks to strike
either in tempting and mutinizing treason
for one morsel of food
or in outrageous given seizings

I know that nothing can separate me from Him
though also there is sorrow
in feeling the abandonement
and the way sin uses this to lead me
I am a sheep accounted for slaughter
and it has been my boast
that I awake, abide, and remain in Him
though of my physical promises
I do not presently see them

I don't know what you faith is
though I prepare to meet

I have been coming down from sin
and also receiving His newness

I am not complaining about the newness
I love the newness
I feel like I am testing myself as I protect myself
that no one may prove that it doesn't realy exist

At the root
there is only goodness
and this is where I am preparing for you to be
and I know the truth
and even it abiding presently

Sometimes I feel as if in seduction
that most things are coming

But I believe
I believe in love
and possibility
though that probably is the one word that defines the knowledge of good and evil

I give you my surety

and all things
in context of life's tree

Even beyond the root
in the kingdom in which there is still fat and grease
I believe
and am working
though this is against 'popular opinion's' belief

I am to and fro
between perfection and sin's core
and it is vanity
no matter what I am
concerning us
if you do not believe [want to]

Before
I would dig deeper
and live beyond reach

sin though still was ploying
and it wanted to try to prove
that these things were without good fruit
and that there was no foundation
so when I stumbled
to this it would point

From here is where pouting arose
because I even strove
in carrying the cross-
with the word of faith
already having the life and Promises
as He died before me
and therefore nothing evident in good showings did I need-
just as through Him
I also became this core of sin

But I also gained more in Him
for His reward is sure
and the Spirit gave

Now the repitition of these battles
has come to the point
for the seed to fully conceive

For I also run
also to win
that even all attacks may cease
and I also prepare
and beforehand
to what these could be

The LORD pities those who fear Him
and I shall have every promise, blessing, and reward
in Psalm 103

There seems to be a curse
regarding a tick and a leech
Proverbs versus Tool
but as Jesus ran for gifts and love
so do I look forward to
and believe
in the joy set before me

This is the water to wine
you
and ahead of us
we have His kingdom
here on earth
and reserved in heaven
I give you me